Thursday, November 5, 2009

2nd day at hOme- MC

This is my 2nd day at home. MC for the 2nd day. Doc had given me 8 packet of medicine. The medicine make me sleepy and i have slept for almost the whole day yesterday.

Being Sick made me even more upset. There used to be someone bringing you to doctor and someone calling you frequently to check on whether you have eaten ur medicine. But now, there is none. I know i responsible for my own body and i remind myself to eat medicine and drink water cos the feeling of being sick, only i can feel it and not others.

Surprisingly, he msg me yest night to ask if i am ok and hows my sore throat. Happy? Definitely.

People might think i should have done something to change the situations. Yes i did, i have applied more than 6 jobs. So far, income tax come back to me and i am waiting for the final panel interview. They describe it as legal loanshark. They say we will get scolding from customer. But if the pay is good, why not, that is my priority as of now.

I applied for a medical sales position refered by my ex bf best friend. He had been contacting me privately and helping me in anyway he can. But till now, no news on the job yet. He is still helping me to ask. Hopefully i can get an interview soon for that.

It rather demoralising when i didnt get the reply from the employer ; I just got a rejection letter from exxon mobil. I will continue to apply,hopefully, a job that i like.

My mum ask me to pay for town council bill this month. She say she will return to me. I knows its tough on her. When i grow up, then i realise how "powerful" money is in this society. Nevetheless, i still got saving to tap on as of now. I still can cope as of now. I am going to reduce my loan repayment amount, hopefullly, can generate more cash on hand.

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