i am a cry baby. My sisters keeper, Sweet november and even cartoon "up", these are movies that made me cry. Sometime i wonder if my EQ is too low or is it too high. i would rather think it is high than low and i am able feel for the character in the movie.
I dont like watching romance movie and i dont know when it had started. Watched New moon today with lynn and Jenn and that was my first romance movie since long. Same as all the other girls, Edward was one of the reason to watch the movie and probably i am attracted to the storyline about the love btw vampire and human that will only happen in movie and story book. These are all fantasy. I used to dream of it and now i know it will not happen in real life or at least on me -"true and forever lasting love"
I cried today again. I miss him again. It had been 3 months and i realise i have not yet moved on. I am scared. Scared to fall in love again. I avoid guy that treat me nice and want to know me more. I tell my mum i am so afraid to be alone and want her to be well and healthy. I want her to be with me forever. I dont want to be alone again.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
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